I am going through a truly remarkable phase in my life... cancer. It has made me feel all emotions deeper and stronger than I ever could have imagined- I feel alive more now that I am being confronted by my own mortality.
My summer will consist of an intense treatment plan to absolve my Stage IV cancer. I will be surrounded by loved ones- my Mom will be here full time, my sisters and Dad will rotate in and out, and dear friends have lined up to support all of us through this time. The sweetest part is that my parents have parked their 5th wheel trailer in my backyard, giving me full access to my family but with the comfort of being alone with my immediate family at night time; the best of both worlds! The type of support I am being given could literally not be exceeded. I am a lucky woman at an unlucky time.
My eyes are opening. My world is becoming more precious. I am humbled, grateful, scared and quietly confident. Everyday I have significant realizations about life, and I am aware of the spiritual path I have embarked on. I am fortunate to be able to look past my present pain to see my destiny. No matter the outcome, this is the journey I am meant to have, and the result will be me finding my true self.
Everything is bittersweet, all is in balance.
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